Dear Nora,

First and foremost thank for your time. I appreciate your effort and good will.

Almost 12 years ago I met him. We were classmates. It was attraction at first sight and even today after all those years I still feel attracted to this guy. I still have dreams with him where we talk, as friends, and wake up thinking of him. Sometimes it is so bad that he is on my mind every single day. If he is definitely not part of my life anymore and will never be, I want to know why. That is my question. Why is it that I feel so attracted to this guy? I cannot take him out of my mind for good. When I go out, I try to check if he is around, if I will ever run to him. I will try to understand any explanation, if he was someone important in a past life (lives), if I am supposed to learn something from him (doubt it), WHY? I am a pretty reasonable person.
After one boyfriend (the current) I still think about him and get all nervous if I see him. (I cannot help it and I am sorry.) I no longer speak to him. It has been several years. We were friends for many years but our communication stopped whenever he had a girlfriend but we had a great time when he was not in a relationship, but HE NEVER STARTED A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. Once he confessed he liked me but he was not willing to be in a long distance relationship (at that time). We were never intimate at all. Just a platonic relationship.

(Private: my friend M wanted me so bad to try a free reading with you so finally I am doing so. I trust you can help me with your insight and advice.Thanks for your help (don't worry since I am very patient, I can wait many more years for your answer!)
His DOB is 32773. Mine is 91476.

Fatamorgana

Oops! Sorry Nora.
His DOB is 3.27.75

Hi sweetie,

welcome to the forums.

From what I am sensing hun you and he share a very intense connection that goes beyond just attraction and interest, but he has some really severe issues... I sense in him a real denial of what his heart truly feels, wanting to control and stifle what he feels and what he truly wants. This is why it has been so hard for you to move on, to let go, because it all seemed so natural, logical and perfect, but it never happened... how to walk away from something like that is never clear.

I don't sense past life history, but I do feel you have very well matched spirits, fitting together like perfect puzzlepieces, if only it were possibly to make that happen.

From all I am picking up hun, it looks like he has been resisting "the real thing" all his life, because he doesn't want to need or depend on someone, and isn't willing to make himself vulnerable in that way.

Best wishes to you hun,

In Love and Light,
Nora

Thanks so much Nora.
I do believe in what you say and your last paragraph rings a bell.
Now that you mentioned it, I remember once, about six years ago, he told me that it was nice spending time with me, that around me he felt special, different, as a child -completely vulnerable but trusting and comfortable. However, sometimes I felt, particularly when we did not keep in touch as much, it was as if there were a huge wall he put between us, like we were strangers or something like that.. or worse. I try to understand his attitude but can't but I do think his parents divorce really affected him.
Thanks again for the guidance you give to people in need of some relief. Your words and advice I am sure are appreciated by all, like me. I trust all the blessings and love you give to others, and more, will be given back to you.
Best,
:-)